--PocketKnife--
Old tool well worn and bruisd
an empty stool in my heart is now unused.
You helped me throughout the years
with your lose I've been brought to tears.
You aided me in my life's journey,
without you I'd likely be on a gurney.
You were there for me time and time again,
now with *my* son, now I help him begin.
Desperate waves of intimate agony,
concrete like cement mohagony.
Death creaks like dark shadows,
but life brews like flourishing meadows.
Beaming with life, doth ye speak-
of such promise doth ye bringth.
Night brings to day-
as day brins to night...
As such light brings to sight-
as night brings such fright...
My horror brings everlasting terror,
my nightmares bring forever horror.
Darkness consumes and forever consumes-
while light fights and englightences just sights.
I am blind, I am flawed.
I am obcene, I am pawed.
Clenched upon the jaw,
I am subject upon the maw.
Head up on the block,
of the world, I hold supreme stock.
Forever
There is something I havent told you...
A secret I've never told.
A promise I've always held...
a contract I've never sold...
My love for you is true and dear..
my emotions are deep and sincere...
My agony rests upon my heart,
and with your love such pain does depart...
The past is a phantom that haunts us all...
...it's a shadow that haunts us all.
Fainting pain will lead to no truth,
but growth from which, I have grewth.
I am frail, I am fragile.
Though I hail I am agile.
Holy is the name of the heart,
of which I will continue to take part.
My love rests upon the breast of the nourish bussom,
and now I rest heavenly, upon the godly rum.
Heart bursting-hungrily thirs by Lucifargundam, literature
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Heart bursting-hungrily thirs
Heart bursting-
hungrily thirsting-
always awake...
in a nightmare I cannot shake...
My mind has never held,
this pain that cannot be retold...
I could never releive myself of its hold-
towards the darkness I find myself compelled...
I feel the depths of sorrow-
the truth is truely hallow...
What do I do when love is so thin?
What do I do when fate is so dim?
Do I live on a whim?
Or do I allow it to roll off the rim?
Pitch vancy erupts from within,
agony flourishes like a breathign fire-
as the consuming virus climbs higher-
higher into the center of my mind-
I walk into depths eternally shallow-
to places no-one will ever follow...
Whe
Empty shell-Eternal hell-Dar by Lucifargundam, literature
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Empty shell-Eternal hell-Dar
Empty shell-
Eternal hell-
Dark, cold cell-
Knowing death too well...
Loosing my light-
Air closing tight-
I'm losing the fight-
I'm losing my destined flight...
Rotting to the core-
My soul eternally sore-
My body carlessly washed ashore-
To the elements, my body is now a whore.
Empty within,
Hell had just bein,
When fate had struck the first pin-
and made me the ultimate carrier of ultimate sin.
Insanity breeds within my mind-
while I exist as an unforgivable kind-
Every second I live- my soul continues to grind...
against the pressures that keep me bind.
Depths below the gravity-
deeper below the depravity-
more hollow than any cavity
The quiet screams-while life by Lucifargundam, literature
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The quiet screams-while life
The quiet screams-
while life is torn at the seams..
Life crys bleeding tears-
as time is ripped apart with shears...
Pain is all I know-
blanketing my life like snow.
My heart vacant of any hopefuly glow-
and yet the red continues to flow...
The warm rain singes my skin-
like holy water on an embodied sin..
Abandoned by all- I am within kin-
everyday my life balances on a silver pin..
The noise grows-
my feelings never shows-
as I live in agony that no-one knows...
living a life like an arrow to a broken bow.
There is nowhere that I belong-
tortured by fate's white-hot prong-
even though I am free of any wrong...
castrated from any heave
Body numb-feeling dumb-upon by Lucifargundam, literature
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Body numb-feeling dumb-upon
Body numb-
feeling dumb-
upon the intoxicating I've succumb-
A pattern of lies-
surrounds you like flies-
with each word, someone dies.
Cursing you with each ones' final sighs.
Dwindling hope-
tightening the rope-
as the noose beings to listen..
Daggers sinking into skinlink by Lucifargundam, literature
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Daggers sinking into skinlink
Daggers sinking into skin
link to life diminishingly thin
sights caught on fate
while the actions are full of hate
even though they are null of any poor trait
Alone in the black
confined in an unseen sack-
one cannot find themselves on track.
Of humanity and morality, the bringer does lack.
Devoid of inside,
lost from grace,
eternally in darknes it does resides-
into the unpopulated nothing, it does embrace.
Deep within the abyss-
waiting for the cold- final kiss.
Living with just one breathe- by Lucifargundam, literature
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Living with just one breathe-
Living with just one breathe-
walking with nothing left-
listening while going deft-
Craving the taste from crimson-
leaving behind not a drop-
absorbing it all like a mop-
I've become a living prison.